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the poison escapes
& the saturation
of oxygen
takes my blood's shape,
restoring life occupied
by a miscalculated mistake.
electrolytes & adrenaline
intravenously dripped & injected
are replacing what i
voluntarily rejected
at speeds that question
if angels roam the earth.
they're waiting for a confession,
probably an apology or two,
now that they think that
they're reducing the hurt.
poised on the couch
& my mind is working against
the interrogation.
time makes a fool of them
& the silence is better
as a teacher
than any explanation.
"it's always been this way,"
i manage to stammer,
"for as long as i
can possibly remember."
that doesn't satisfy
the minutes it's costing
& who can afford this
but i think i'm paying
with my sanity, dignity,
civility, fragility,
& all that's aching.
but what if
i had pushed a little deeper
climbed a little steeper
tried a little more
to finish what i began -
would i still be stripped bare
& forced to cave in
to their demands?
i've grown weary of
right & wrong &
as much as i'd like the strength,
why would you like me to
hold on?
& the saturation
of oxygen
takes my blood's shape,
restoring life occupied
by a miscalculated mistake.
electrolytes & adrenaline
intravenously dripped & injected
are replacing what i
voluntarily rejected
at speeds that question
if angels roam the earth.
they're waiting for a confession,
probably an apology or two,
now that they think that
they're reducing the hurt.
poised on the couch
& my mind is working against
the interrogation.
time makes a fool of them
& the silence is better
as a teacher
than any explanation.
"it's always been this way,"
i manage to stammer,
"for as long as i
can possibly remember."
that doesn't satisfy
the minutes it's costing
& who can afford this
but i think i'm paying
with my sanity, dignity,
civility, fragility,
& all that's aching.
but what if
i had pushed a little deeper
climbed a little steeper
tried a little more
to finish what i began -
would i still be stripped bare
& forced to cave in
to their demands?
i've grown weary of
right & wrong &
as much as i'd like the strength,
why would you like me to
hold on?
Literature
LOUD
After the longest Friday at work
I come home,
get a little drunk on
honey whiskey,
make lemonade from scratch,
cello on the speakers.
I get high & rock
Lindsay Sterling.
My friend’s fiancé hung himself:
a good man, videotaping his death, somewhere;
a failed conversation,
a wealth of unsaid words,
my voice is useless.
Tonight doing dishes
becomes a poem;
wearing a dress,
back exposed,
skin
still
hot
from loving,
I purple passion paint
my toes.
I like cooking with you,
that sneaky, subtle dance,
the way you taste
my finger-
hold
the whisk, turn,
& spill
spices in my palm,
drifting into
warm haze,
rising
Literature
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i fade with
stilted shots, the audience
waits for me. choking. oh god
how could this happen
with my throat
twisted up
and my head bound tight
in ropes i'm not sure i want to
untie? snap my brittle
wrists. i'm losing again,
numbers scaling down to a
place i should not be.
a parasite is swallowing
my energy. tests are negative.
i breathe.
--
just as i drift
into
pale, fading sleep,
his fingernails
claw through
the
material of
my skull.
i don't know who he is but i remember
the wooden floor beneath me
the length of my hair
catching under my back
as i struggle
and
how it felt when he
left me on the floor,
limp
tear stre
Literature
Turning Point
Look for the dawn which is yet to come, which lays ready behind the rolling hills,
The dawn which enlightens and which brings joy,
Know that no matter how dark the day has become, how black the sky is,
That the hills come closer with each passing second,
Wander freely, before the time has come, because there is only one chance,
One chance to explore, to live without care, to decide for yourself,
And know that whatever you may choose, that support rides along with it,
Know that anything is fair game, and that there is no wrong choice,
Know that your choice should reflect your passions, not others,
The dawn creeps ever closer, do not let it tak
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